emptiness. Yeap that is the one word that could describe how i feel right now. Idk wht life is these days. I got nothing to do. I just don't know.....im reading new moon AGAIN lol im running out of novel so i reread every novel i have

i know i had not been posting anything lately. I just don't feel like it. There's too much going on inside me and it's eating me. I can't find the timing and the person i can talk to. Not that they are not good enough or anything, it's just that I'm just afraid of people might think of me. I have a very different perspective of live, i must say and I'm afraid that not everyone are very open-minded to that. I'm tired of pretending. Pretending to enjoy this life. I respect every single minute of my life. I don't even know why I am posting this post or what is the point of this post. I just need to write. To express myself. School had been so sucks. I always want to be in the top as everybody knows but I'm not this year. I tried so hard. I had massive increasement but since i didn't do very well last term, my GPA is not high enough to beat every other smarties. whteves. I'll post sth again later on.