WOW i can't believe myself.

It's a surprise to myself that I'm still checking out his PMs and his status in FB. WUO and it all just happened. like CLICK !

does that mean im still in love with him? EW no way! even if I still have some feelings left for him...it's not strong enough to make me unhate him or be with him or anything else.

and yes...it is so tempting to say hi to him on msn but when i got to see him in real life I feel like smacking him in the face!

oh God after this is business studies. I dislike it :S

101th POST ♥

WUO i just realized that this is my 101th post hihihi
im so freaking lebay XD

UPDATE UPDATE !

1) I talked to the perv (real life crush, Mr. iwannagonaked, whatever you wanna call him) and he sucks.

2) He said he love me but he said that we won't like any binusians (I'm a binusian HELLO BOY)

3) I asked him about it but his english is super lowgrade so yeah...he didn't get what i was saying

4) I aked what did he mean by saying that he love me. I said i love him too just like i love everyone else and asked what about his 'love'

5) He said that he love me the same way

6) i was like...WTF so i asked him why did he flirt with me if he love me like he love everyone else

7) AND GUESS WHAT?! He doesn't know what 'flirt' means! I had a hard time explaining it to him but he still doesn't get what it means

8) He said whatever i don't get what you mean but I don't want to play with your feelings

9) OH WELL YOU JUST DID BOY

10) I thought i'll get over the hate but every time i see him...i hate him even more

another update

Anti asked me to update my blog so here i am XD

I'm doing my art works and I'm loving it

still got techno bio and english to do....

*huff* live is so tiring these days

BUT KEEP SMILING XD ( nyegir kuda sampe kering)

Mom is coming home tomorrow soooo HOORAY XD

umm...i sort of on a dislike mode towards my dad's family....but i'll tell you later

new updates about me

1 ) I hate being with around my parents these days. They are too annoying for accusing and lecturing me all the time and i can't resist to get mad. forgive me, God.

2 ) I hate being so uncontrolled and addicted to some thing. e.g. I cannot help to not go online

3 ) I'm super busy with school works

4 ) I miss my online boyfriend (O.o)

5 ) I hate my real life crush. He's a man-whore. gigolo. you name it. he wants to be naked in front of me O.0 and he said he got a long d***! WTF

6 ) I wanna move out from my parent's house...i know it's so impossible...but i want to...

7 ) I want a new car like SO BAD. BUY ME MAZDA RX-8 or VW BEETLES...PLEASE?

8 ) I'm thinking of something new........

9 ) still thinking......

10) Oh yeah...my bangs is being a bitch. it gets too long and unmanageable

11) HERE COMES THE GOOD NEWWSSSSS LOL ALL AMERICAN REJECTS IS COMING TO INDOOOOOO WOOOOO I LOVE IT. and here come the bad news......... sadly my mom won't let me watch. suckish. I'll have to run away or something.....oh God please i really really really really wanna watch! They're like my most FAVORITE BAND !!

12) Noordin M Top or however you spell it is dead? Truth or Lie? idk.

to be continue........ (LOL)

HOTNESS PART I - TAYLOR LAUTNER ♥

WOOOO HOT HOT HOT HOT ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

here we go another CUTENESS ♥

the name is YING YING

the LEAST CUTE of all but still ADORABLE

the name is BEI BEI

this one is MY LOVE. the name is Jing Jing

another CUTENESS ♥ the name is Ni Ni

super CUTE huh? the name is Huang Huang :heart:

another IT (oops its *technology) class

and here we go, another technology class. idk yet what we're doing today but so far we're not doing anything. thanks to the system error, we got to wait for the technician to come and fix some problems that my classmates encounter. ah OH i had a BIG FIGHT with my MOMMA. it. sucks. I don't know why i don't know how. I feel that she's s annoying and i get pissed off. Ithink it's my fault but I'm so sick of her lectures (i know it's for my own good) *sigh* i love her. i really do. but i just can't control myself.

IT class

Well, obviously because technology class is my only way of getting online so here i am again in Ms. Tima's class. We are learning about how to use Microsoft Access. I find it pretty interesting despite the fact that we are not allowed to open any another window other than Micro Access but as you can see i manage to open blogger hideously LOL i don't really have a great day today but Art was so fun. I drew overlaying drawing of masks. It makes me think about taking art instead but i love science and math too much






TO BE CONTINUED :hearts:

the clock keeps on ticking and yet I'm still undecided. I told him i would survive anyway but will i? will i risk my chance of loving? Let the time answer.

OH BOY, I SURVIVED! HA!

PSSSSSTTTT I LOVE MY COUSIN FOR REAL. INCEST? NUH-UH.

is that all you want me for? is that the reason why you were there? if it is then i hate you! for lying about all this things. I'm no pathetic lover. I survived without you before so there's no reason why i would not survive this time. I hate you in every way. i hate you.

but thanks to you, you remind me of how sucks boys are.

or its not the boys

it's just you

whatever

i still hate you

and yes it's for you, ***tard

i miss ko dai so much

ugh i hate this

i hate all the dejavus