*touched touched

i'm really really really touched when i found out that my ex score a goal in the soccer game FOR ME just the day before we broke up and i just found out a few minutes ago

Ex-Crush

i was like so shock! i was in the lift with some of my friends going to our next class. the lift door open and HE came in. I pinched my friend and he stupidly said "Mar don't pinch me" and my other friend said "How come He's here?" (loudly) i stared at him! Jesus! could they shut up! ha ha but it was fun though. i had not expect to see him. so yeah it was a very good surprise.

What an Ambition

i'm like not diligent enough for her even some of my friends said that i'm too diligent. when i achieve some things she would say that if i can be more diligent and serious in achiveing my goal i would had done better and some compliment. that thing goes on and on and on and on. even when i got an ivitation for a scholarship to singapore (eventually my age was too young by a year from the at-least-to-be-age)she also said if i can be more diligent i would had done better and my dad would say that if i heard what my mom said i'll be far away better than this. it's not that i easily get satisfied or try do defend myself but i just hope they could give more appreciation of what i've done and achieved.

Ex boyfriend

few days ago i broke up with my boyfriend well actualy i dumped him. After we broke up he keep on calling and texting me. I said not to. After he'd back off and act like he didn't care i actually missed him. Stupid ain't i? Argh. Whatever.

Hooraay!

YESSS! At last my dad allow me to join french club! My mom had a little talk with him last night and at last he allow me. Well, thanks to my mom.

French Club (AGAIN)

My father said maybe i should try to find another ACP but I'm not sure. i had always want these. i feel like i wanna cry. i had no time to take french classes after school because my schedules are like crazily full. i had a dozen of lessons after school. i wanted and has always want to learn french and now that i can they wont allow me and even if they do they'll make me feel bad. i know it's not cheap to go to France but i want this but in another side i want to do this. argh. damn. what should i do?

French Club

i want to join french club but then that means that i will have to go to France on March next year and my dad doesn't really agree with that. i feel bad for my dad but i had always want to learn french. argh.

Argh! gue ga tau apa slh gue. tp tiba2 dia ga bls kalo gue sapa. sumpah gue ga tau msti ngpn.