French Club (AGAIN)

My father said maybe i should try to find another ACP but I'm not sure. i had always want these. i feel like i wanna cry. i had no time to take french classes after school because my schedules are like crazily full. i had a dozen of lessons after school. i wanted and has always want to learn french and now that i can they wont allow me and even if they do they'll make me feel bad. i know it's not cheap to go to France but i want this but in another side i want to do this. argh. damn. what should i do?