Stuck at home :S can't believe this): semoga uda gapapa2 biar besok bisa masuk hihi :D i miss school like so much!! ((: kinda hate it though....since wednesday evening dia uda jarang banget nyariin gue, not that he really did...walaupun only for asking homeworks or whatever tapi tetep aja ): eh wait....wednesday evening itu kemaren kan ya? so yeah he didn't look for me yesterday. uda gitu his bbm status are referring to his closeness with that girl. well not really sih tapi ya gitu deh kea teasing2. hmmm kalo dibilang jealous engga juga sih tapi kalo di bilang engga jealous ya jealous -____-" uda gitu malemnya ada masalah sama bokap. ngeselin abis so i changed my status jadi "i hate you" itu buat bokap sih but not that i really hate him. uda gitu dia langsung manggil gue gitu nanya lagi ngapain. terus kata temennya dia nanya gitu status gue buat siapa. Jujur, itu emang buat bokap kok tapi emang gue juga lagi feeling hopeless w/ him. There's no way I could win his heart. be doomed mar face that fact. yauda gitu deh intinya.uda gitu dia nanya2 tapi gue juga lupa dia nanya apaan. i was too sick last night. Intinya he was acting like he cared -_- man please cut it off. it'll hurt me deeper. it'll do me no good. please don't act like you care. I appreciate it sih tapi ya...hmph :S tau aaahhh))))))): mau sekolah aja kea kata si anti.

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wow....im shock...not shock....surprised?

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......

he said I'm like a 'little kid'

kid is pretty small

kid with little infront....

IS SO FREAKING SMALL):

wow....

yeah his point is that im 'childish'

said I gotta change that

then said again it's only a suggestion

you dumbass I would do anything for ya

you know what he said again?

he said..."I'm sure you'll change. There'll be many guys that likes you" wtf man i want YOU not OTHER guys )):

"I don't ever wanna let go

I hope that you see, yeah

That there's a part of you that's left inside of me

Yesterday just took me hostage

Yesteday locked me away from truth

And now tomorrow's here without you

I know it's hard i've tried

I could never say goodbye"

Believe- the All-american rejects

I don't fear death but I do fear doomsday

ga tau kenapa but I'm always too happy when I talked to him. can't stand to not smile ;) oh boy i still love you so

my mom liked him. and yes it's so important. for so long....she never ever ever ever like anyone I liked before and for once she does! wow...i can't believe this. too bad mom he's not into me ):

went to church this morning

and yeah he made it

he woke up lol

i was kinda surprise

Can't say I'm happy

but I am glad

idk how to describe how I feel right now

this is random but..

#pengakuan gue takut kalo buka profilenya ): it's like i don't wanna know the truth