wth should i do

ow-kaay it was my fault. i know i started it. i know i'm the one who's to be blamed but then i sort of felt sorry. i miss him damn much. but i don't know what i should do. I think it's like too late to get back together with my ex. Aaah but i miss him. I really do. And i promise to myself that if i can get back with him i'll be a nice girlfriend.