3:28 PM

owkay. So the continuation of my "love story" is that i sort of like realize that maybe being with 'him' (again) is not the best for all of us. The reasons are that first of all my mom and dad would kill me if i start to date him again cause they don't like him. (i'll discuss why in my next post) Secondly, (not that i doubt is love or anything) but i think that he just don't love me that much because for me love is not from the hugs and kisses. Thirdly is that he had actually found someone else. Fourthly is that maybe i just can't understand him that much anymore. Fifth, i'm not looking for a boyfriend. Sixth, he want us to HTS-an you know like you had no status but you act like you're dating because my mom would again kill me because she said girls like that will be seen as a cheapy girl. (i don't even know wether the word "cheapy" exist.) So decided that may be we should not date anymore. He did ask wether it's okay if he's dating other girl (i-know-who hahaha) and i said yes. How mean can i be by not letting him to date anyone when i know i could not date him anymore (right?). He asked wether i'll be jealous or not. Oh hell how could i even know. I guess i'll just let it flow. If i will feel jealous later on i think i'll just cover my eyes and pretend not to hear. In other words i just don't want to know anything anymore about his love life but it doesn't mean that we can't be friends anymore.