Life.

I simply hate it when my dad starts to be so annoying. For example, if i was just asking a simple question like, "dad you know why i can't poo?" he'll start arguing and shouting about stuff like, "of course! you had not bla bla bla and so on" dan dengan nada yang sumpah ga enak di denger. I mean i was just asking! Dear god. There's simply no more love and peace at home these days. Mom is out working, when she's home she probably will just pissed me off since she was all tired and emotional. These days there's no day without arguing with my parents. I am not those kind of person who can just remain calm when someone say untrue things about myself. I hate it when my mom starts to say stuff like she knows what it feels like to be me. I am always wrong for her. There's always something wrong with me, every single thing that i do or try to do or say or ANYTHING! I sacrifice my teenage life for her. For making her proud of me. For proving to her that i can do it! I study hard, never submitted anything late, always try to do anything my best, and yet she still says that it's not enough. I've had enough. I hate life these days but I'm fighting that feeling of hatred since i know it's wrong. I simply hate being among my family these days. They're all annoying. I feel lonely.