Okay I am surviving

but I couldn't stand to stop checking out his PMs and his facebook

today his PM is ----> "aku pusing!! :S yang mana ya??"

damn! see?! he's in love with another girl

tata is right

he's in the middle of his own dilemma

I feel like letting go

but I'm unsure

could I let go?

Last night he replied my bbm

but its late and im sleepy

so yeah i said im going to bed

he said "night (: sweet dream (: "

damn why bother saying sweet dream if you're ditching me off your life ):

you're cutting me even deeper

oh yeah...we didn't chat much yesterday

i thought he care no more

but he 'revealed' that his cousin is staying at his house and they're busy playing

damn damn damn

I'm so lost :S

and nobody can help me but myself

I still love him

I really do ):

God help me ): I'm not gonna survive without you ):