F-you BUDDY

Hey so I'm back to blogging. twitter aint so private. I need privacy....so yeah I'm in a very bad mood. feeling mixed up. I simply hate him for everything. Gah i wish i had never knew him. I feel like shouting, "HEY I GOT A FEELING TO YA KNOW" in front of his face!! no wonder his ex is so freaking depressed! I'm sorry boy i know she's 'haunting' you with all those memories BUT YOU DESERVE IT. I would feel the same if i were her. You are undecided and immature. HA! eat that buddy. If you said I'm childish then you are SUPER MEGA childish! You thought you know everything about love and life. Oh well, you thought wrong. There's so much more to learn. For so long, you live in that comfort zone that your parents created for ya. You just hadn't realise yet...I told you all my tales, maybe you think I'm insane or CHILDISH but wait till you feel what I felt. It's not easy to be me. To be born unwanted by your dad's family. To grow up unwanted. I'm no expert about love nor an expert about life. But I do know that I can't play with someone's feeling. Love is something really strong. Once you break it, it'll never fix back...there'll be some wound left uncured. And I do know that I have to THINK BEFORE DOING OR SAYING anything. Cause what I say and do might hurt others. I know how to keep someone's feeling even when he/she is so damn annoying. I HATE it when you were mad at me for no reason. Hey boy if you're on a bad mood then don't get mad at others that knows nothing. SEE?! Who's CHILDISH now? People said love and hate is 'near'. It indeed is...one sec you own my heart and now I'm stealing it back. shitting you with all this shits. I'm sorry to ever think that I can be a part of your life forever, for ever DISTURBING your PEACEFUL LIFE. I take back all my words. We were just fooling around didn't we? I won't regret. No. Not this time. Bye boy. One message for you: "F-you, buddy!"