you're there and yet you're not

you want it and yet you don't

tired of your inconsistency

fed up of you pulling and pushing me away

jaded with you falling for her all over again

I've been thinking for days...

should i get over this?

should i move on and stop hoping?

Keep on telling myself that i'll be better off without you

that i'll be just fine

that I'll learn how to live without you

to stop missing you too much

I am doubtful

and yet I'm eager to do so

For once, I regret ever falling for you